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wow i haven't updated in a while..sorry! i jus came back from oOb!! haha meaning Old Orchard Beach!! i went to christin and her family!! it was fun..there were ups and downs but everything turned out good! we left on Wednesday and didn't get there until like 5! right when we settled in a lil we went straight to the pool..we swam for a lil while and then we came back to eat dinner..we then went to the pool again where we found ourselves in a hot tub full of guys (ahem ahem steven and matt :-/)ugh i was soo mad bcuz the FIRST thing they asked us was if we were bisexual with each other!! WHAT??? DO GUYS HONESTLY THINK THATS HOT?!?!!? yeah we i guess we weren't too mad bcuz we ended up taking a walk with them and hanging out with them until 11 that night :) they were cool!! i can't believe that we hooked up with guys on the first night! christin we are good :) haha!! so they took us around the camp ground to this "sand dune" haha christin!! it was rly a hill full of sand..then we walked to matt's trailor so they could change and then they decided to ask all these questions!! i told them so many things that only like 2 ppl kno about me and i don't even kno them!! it was kinda akward tho..but w.e. steven liked me and it was all good!
the next day the weather wasn't too hot so we went for a bike ride past matt's house..and we saw steven in the front! he was waiting for matt bcuz they were going to the skate park! we were kinda bumbed but w.e. so christin and i went to the pool and all of a sudden we see them with a few other ppl on their bikes..they were hanging out there until they went in 2 circles and were off..it was soooooo funnyy!! that night we hung out with them again but only at the pool! they introduced me to stevens younger brother alex! he was a cutie! he is turning 14 in like 2 days..steven is 15 and so is matt!
im not ganna tell u what happened everyday but as the days passed..me n steven grew apart..it was kinda sad but w.e. on like saturday night i was in the hot tub with christin and this other kid alex that was 12 and we were talking to christin's family friend ryan and ryans hot friend andy!! and here comes steven with matt and walks right past me!! i got rly mad and of course RIGHT when i get outta the hot tub and start walking away he asks me where i was going!! i kinda jus walked away from him..well i find out the next that he was fucken HIGH!! but ne ways back to that night when we were hanging out with andy and ryan..well they were wicked cool..WAIT!! i have to tell u something else while we were in the hot tub..this fucken french girl tried to start something with me!! it was maddddd funny!! so i was sitting down and i kinda leaned back to get my hair wet and this french fry was behind me and was like "EXCUSE ME!!" with this wicked attitude and christin was like "wow someONES got an attitude!!" so i started laughing and then she started to mimick me and i got wicked pissed so i gave her a dirty look..so then i decided i wud lean back again..so i did and she splashed me..and i was about to hit her but then she moved to the other side of the hot tub..andy and ryan were laughing wicked hard!! so then we get out and my friend sam came and she like went up to the french fry and was like "were u the lil ass that gave my friend and attitude???!!!???" and the fucken french fry was like "i don't speak english!!" omg i was laughing sooo hard!! so then sam was like "then wut the fuck did u just say u bitch?!?!" and walked away!! omg it was sooo funny!!
to make this whole story short..andy and steven both liked me..andy left b4 we cud do nething..steven was starting to act like a fag so we r over..alex (stevens brother) gave me his sn and his celly #!! and sam left so i wont see her again and i have like 19447362 diff ppl there that think im hot :-/!! yeah but i had a good time at the beach n shit and i want to go back soooo bad!! its sooooooooooo much fucking fun!!!!!!!
leaveee itt!!
<3 Melllyyy
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[22 Jun 2005|01:06am] |
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this is to my close friends that are going to south =(
Christin: i kno i have writen sooo much about you and to you but it can never end..we will NEVER EVER say goodbye!! it will always be another see ya later!! u will always be here in my heart and i will never let you go!! i love you!!!
Scott: you are amazing and i don't want to ever leave you..in my heart is where u are!! u will never b forgetten!! u have been apart of my life for 2 years and i love you!! we have to get together this summer and chill out..don't forget about me..i love you! im going to miss you soo much!!!
Tristan: wow we have gotten pretty close this year!! i love you sooo much..we have to hang out this summer deff!! you have also been in my life for 2 years and im going to miss you soo much next year!! you are always there and im here for you!!!
Brett: wow u r the most amazing kid in the world!! you are always here for me and i hope i am here for you!! if u need me jus call me..u kno my number :)..wow im ganna miss you soooooooox3 much!! idk what i am ganna do without you next year!! don't ever change!!
Alex: kid..u are the best!! hahaha ilu!! does 5 o'clock tonight sound good? it sounds good to me lol..im ganna miss you soo much!! u mean so much to me!! we have to hang out this summer!! deff!! if you ever need someone to talk to next year..call me up bcuz i am always here for you!! ilu!!
everyone else: you guys have been an amazing 8th grade!! it sux that we have to get split up..y not fairgrounds or pennichuck..i mean cmon!! y elm!! we don't deserve it..you guys have raised me up soo much and made me find who i really was..thank you soo much!!
i love you..leave a comment!!
<3 AlwaySz ;;
Melissa * don't ever forget me!!
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BACKSTREET BOYS LYRICS
"Never Gone"
I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone
No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow)
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye (yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life)
Never gone, never far
In my heart (in my heart is where) is where you are (you are)
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
GOD CHRISTIN I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH..THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO YOU BABE!!
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omg this is sooooo hard..first we were waiting for school to be over and now we don't want tomorrow to come!! ugh im listeing to the graduation song and its making me cry!!i don't tomorrow to come at all!! ahhhhhh!!
Christin: i love you soo much and nothing is going ot change that!! i love you sooo much adn nothing is going to happen between us..we have to hang out n stuff..and we have to sign up for dance so we don't lose in touch!! you have changed me for the better and u showed me who i truley was..thank you soooo much!! you have helped me thro soooo much shit..i owe everything to you!! who am i ganna sing what is this feeling to next year? when am i ganna see chattan?!?!? omg im crying right now..jus remember..we will AWLAYS be friends even if we never talk again.. jus promise me that u'll always remember me!! i love you soo godd damn much babe!! don't ever change!!
Steph: even tho we are going to the same school next year..we wont b able to see each other that much this summer..i can't wait for the first day of school..remember we have to try and fnd each other in the lunch room..lol wow thats ganna b fun! sooo many good times this year..my squishy heart!! we will not b split up next year!! don't worry we will still b friends no matter what and i am always here for you when u need me remember that!! i love you soo much and ill see ya soon! mwah!!
Scott: wow i can't believe ur leaving me!! =( this sux..im ganna cry so hard tomorrow..!! ahh i am pretty much crying now!! ugh we HAVE to hang out this summer..we can't stop talking!! we still have to go places next year..i kno u will b meeting new ppl and new girls but remember me plz!! i love you sooo much and don't ever change to fit in..ppl should love you for who you are..i kno i did!! we have had some awesome times this year like last night when we went ice skating ;-)!! wow good times..remember this isn't a good-bye..its a good luck next year!! ahhh im ganna miss you..=(!!! i just want to let you know..that treat your girlsfriends like royaty bcuz who ever gets you is the luckiest girl in the world..you are amazing and i wish we could b going to the same high school next year but i guess that wont happen!! i love you!!
Brett: omg thanks for always being there for me!! u have helped me sooooo much this year its not even funny!! wow we had some awesome times too like at the mall and the movies!! wow we have to keep in touch this summer!! we need to hang out like CRAZZZZY this summer!! wow i love you soooo much and don't ever change!! i love you the way you are!! mwah xoxo!!
Alex: wow dude..u are amazing..5 o'clock tonight? does that sound good?? haha yess it does..wow i kno how u feel sometimes when someone breaks up with you for no reason wut so ever!! yeah but i wish i could se eu more and i kno we will prolly grow apart but always remember me!! bcuz i kno i will always remember you!! and even tho we will probably change..jus remember that you can always come to me for any help..im here for ya boy!! i already miss u and u haven't even left me yet =(
Corinne: i love you sooo much!! i can't wait till next year..we have had sooo many good times this year like when we were makingthe ESB dances..lol wow!! and you have always been there for me thank you sooooo much!! just remember that i am ALWAYS here for you so if u need help or just someone to vent to..call me up bcuz i am here!! i hope we still are as tight next year as we are this year!! we have to chill this summer too!! call me! i love you soooo much!! mwah xoxo!!
Lena: mahh girlie!! god i love you..we have gotten sooo much closer this year and im glad..next year is ganna b awesome!! i can't wait!! we have to hang out this summer..and i can't wait for our grad. party..even if not a lot of ppl go..we will still have our close friends..as a last outing with everyone =( ahh this is sooo sad!! i love you to death..don't change!
John: omg i love you soooooooo much..what am i ganna do without you?!?! ahhhh!! omg this is soo sad..i remember when i first met you..it was when i was teaching the boys Joy To the World and i was wearing a skirt and i was moving my ass and pretending my skirt was going up and then u laughed and then we started talking lol!! what a sweet way to meet!! lol god ilu!! give me a call this summer and we'll get together and chill!!1 ilu soo sooo sooo much!! ill go to the cncerts next year just to see you! hehe
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
- Im crying..this is sooooo sad!!
<3 AlwaySz,
one.who.is.crying
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ughhh i hate my life..like seriously!! ok first i get told that i didn't light a "spark"?? wtf!?!?!? then i find out a lot of other things!! god if u didn't like me then why the fuck did u ask me out?!?! it was 3 fucking days!! do u expect to feel something in 3 fucking days? we were supposed to hang out this weekend and go to maine and have soo much fun but u didn't let anything happen..u didn't feel anything bcuz u didn't let urself feel anything..u didn't give em a change!! ughhhhh you make me feel so ugly and not worth anyones time..u make me feel like im not good enough for anyone!! w.e. u just make me feel like crap..yeah well im going to become friends with ur sister..she told me she wanted to hang out with me and she still wants me to go to maine with her!! yeah well ill show you wut u missed..its not my loss its urs..u made 3 very special ppl rly ade at u bcuz u treated me like white trash..i love you brett scott and alex!! you guys mean the whole world to me!! but right now im wicked piissed..when u ignored me on the phone i called up christin and i literally punched the window like 500000 times!! even ask her!! ugh i was sooo upset and then u were being an ass to me so i hung up adn i called christin and i was pretty much crying!! u didn't fucking give me a chance and brett is wicked pissed..and scott is too!! something like this just happened to alex and i feel soooo bad for him..he didn't deserve it..but i guess i did only bcuz..it happened..but w.e. im ganna go with bretts saying.."don't listen to his shit..just ignore him..we love you!" thnx guys..u ahve always been here for me no matter wut!! ahhh ilu!!! but w.e. fuck you..if u can't see who i rly am..then ur not for me..ur jus a fucking ass and can't treat a girl right..and u prolly like christin now so go run away with her jus make sure u don't do the same thing to her that u did to me!! if u hurt her..i swear to god..ugh i will get someone to kill u!! ugh w.e. y am i wasting my time on u..u made me into a pointless person..thnx!!!
comment if you want...
<3 Always;;
unlOveD* =(
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yeah soo this week kinda of sucked...for many reasons..most ppl kno already!! ive just been in a bad mood!! and then next week is ganna suck bcuz its the last three days with everyone!! =(!!! ahh im gann miss everyone sooo soooo sooo much!!!
Stephanie: omg girl i lovw you so so so so much!! we have had so many good times..squishy heart ;-) and i love how i made ur family brownies with your cousins help!! hahah!! yeah but that doesn't beat making pies..haha we rly need to do that..we keep meaning to..!! hahah ilu!! i can't wait till next year..i hope we're in the same classes..wow we have to find each other in the mob of ppl during lunch!! hehe that will b fun!! ilu so much and b you!!
Christin: my wife!! god i love you soo much..we are so tight that we can finish each others converations :) hehe..we have some blazin times girlie!! yeah!! im ganna miss you soooo god damn much next year i dunno what im going to do..im ganna like b there at lunch and im ganna b like.."where's christin" and then ill remember that shes a southie..haha sorry i just wanted to fit in with the whole southie thing!! haha wow im soo cool..girlie..i hope we still keep in touch..we still have to do teh whole h-i-p-h-o-p hip hop is the life for me thing..lol wow corny i kno!! when ever your going to..umm u kno..jus call me..ill keep u busy..and don't worry about the boys..BOYS SUCK!! yeah!! :) heheheh
Corinne: wow girl we have gotten pretty tight this year..we have made a new record..we didn't fight this year once!! ahha wow we're sooo cool..we have had some awesome times!! like the whole haley powers thing and with brett and scott haha wow..u have always been there for me when i was in a bad situation and ill always be here for you!! ahhh ilu soooooo much!! stay the way you are bcuz thats the way i like you!! don't listen to what ppl think about you..jus ignore them and be urself!!! ilu!!
Jared: ahhh i love you so much!! im ganna miss you next year :( i dunno wut im going to do..who am i ganna yell at about someone burping? who am i ganna sing to online and on the phone? no1 is ganna replace you..who ever gets to go out with you next year..they are ganna b lucky bcuz i dunno they just will bcuz ur amazing!! ahhhh im ganna cry at grad. bcuz ur leaving me :( ahh we have to chill and i have to go to maine with you guys..ur sis invited me :) lol!! haha wow ur faqm. is awesome..i need to meet you and your neighbors since they have all talked to me already!! hahahaha!! wow im such a fag but i don't care..jared just be urself and don't change i love the way u are and thats wut i love about you..u r urself!! :) ilu!!
yeah well i ahve already wrote a book so..im ganna go..leave a comment!! hehe
<3 Always!
Melissa *
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yeah im rly tired..i had a busy weekend..it wasn't bad tho =)..Friday christin came over and we went swimming with Tori..then we came home and we talked on the phone with jared and nick..then we went to go see Sisterhood of the Travling pants..AWESOME movie!! i cried tho..lol =) hehe then we came home and went right to the computer and we were on there until like 1:30 in the morning!! haha and we talked to Brenden at like 1 and he sed he had to go and have a wet dream about me lol!! wow that kid is awesome!! i also talked to jared for like 10 minutes at 12:30..very interesting!! then christin and i watched Where the Heart Is..that is a sadddddd movie!!
then yesterday christin came with to get my nails done then she went home..then i got my hair cut..it looks pretty good..i don't kno wut it looks like when its straight tho..then i didn't feel good at all..but i went to the mall with TAYLOR!!! and we jus walked around..then i came home and my fam watched Nation Treasure..niice movie..i like it!! then i went to bed bcuz i felt like shit!!
Today i went to christin's at liek 12:30 and we hung out with Andrew for like 40 minutes then we had to go to her brothers girlfriends baby shower =)!! it was fun! they had a pool and christin and i were in there for like ever! then this pretty cute boy came and he went swimming..he was cool from wut i saw..lol..the little girl in the yellow bathing suit was a bitch..she was like, "MOVE!" so i moved over..wow bitch!! haha she was like 7..lol but yeah..we left at like 6:30 and then i went to christins house and we watched our concert from Thursday..we sucked..lol jpjp..actually its tru but yeahh..then i left and now im here..yeah soo leave a comment if u want to..
<3 Meliss
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wow amazing week!! i came back from Gettysburg, PA yesterday!!
Day 1: the bus ride there!
9 hours!! well i woke up at about 5:15 getting ready to go to the skewl by 6:15. I got there and checked in and got my bag checked. Then we were off at 7:15! i sat with Carolyn, Tania, and Caitlin!! lots of fun! we watched Happy Gilmore, Austin Powers, Anchoreman, and another one (can't think of it!)hehe..i tried to fall asleep but it didn't work! lol!! i listened to my music a bunch until my bateries died..lol..when we got to the hotel it was about 5ish and we got settled in and went to the pool and hung out outside with everyone!! then we had room time when we went to eachothers rooms and hung out for 30 minutes..that was fun!! then we unpacked and went to bed.
Day 2: at Gettysburg
We went to the battle field!! ahh-mazing! we went to the Peach Orchard and we walked throught it to a monument when 30 soldiers stood!! it was sooooo cool!! then we went to Devils Den and saw a snake and then we hiked up little round top!! soooooo amazing!! the sight was rly depressing! then we went on the bus and when we got to a certain spot our tour guide told us the rest of the story..then we went to a monument where Armistead died!! then we left to go to the Schriver House! that was pretty cool..it was 4 floors!! on the fourth flour, confederate soldiers hung out there and made wholes in the walls for shooting. One of the soldiers up there were shot. The poeple living there left the house b4 then and went to a farm right at the bottem of Little R0ound Top (bad idea!) when they came back, they saw all the houses and farms thsat were down. their neighbor tilly pearce wrote down everytthing that happened in her diary and they published it. after we left we went to lunch at the Gettysbburg Plaza. we ate and then shopped a little..awesome stores there!! then we left and went to the cyclorama. we waited outsdie for almost an hour and then we went in for a 7 minute show..i don't think it was worth it..but it was a HUGE painting that went all around the room..do u kno how the painter signed his name? he can't sign it..there are on corners so he painted himself in it!! that was kinda kewl..then we left and went abck to the hotel for study time..that is when we worked on our packet (we kinda did not rly). then we went to dinner and went off to Devils Den and Little Round top for ghost stories! at Devils Den, Mr. Fro told us that a teenager was there to help his Uncle command and after the war he got shot and couldn't talk. So when rescue ppl came he wasn't able to tell them he was alive so they burried him alive in the rocks. To let ppl kno that he was alive, he took a rock and knocked on the rocks. He eventually died. So now that place is haunted and every once in a while you can hear 3 taps on the rocks. after Devil's Den, we hiked up Little Round Top again and we sat on the rocks for a while..soooooo depressing!! i was walking with steph and marj wanted a picture so we went up next to this statue and we took a picture and then they told us we couldn't stand on it. when Mr. A was talkin to us he sed " does everyone except melissa and stephanie who treated him like a strip pole know who this man is on the rock?" ugh we got sooooo mad at him!! he deff didn't need to say that!! then we went back to the hotel!! There my group worked on our Gettysburg song and then went to bed.
Day 3: at Gettysburg
im ganna keep this kinda short bcuz day 2 was rly long!! haha srry for that!! well we went to this museum to do a scavenger hunt! Amritha and I finished second!! and then we ended up winning a prize! hehe yessssss!! then we went to the cemetary! that was rly sad..poor stephanie!! she didn't feel good at all and she could barly walk bcuz she had a rly painfull stomache ache!! =(!! she felt better tho!! we walked around and they had monuments for Pennsylvania, New York, and New Hampshire!! woot woot!! lemme here a woot woot:..well u can comment the response..lol!! then we went to the hotel for study time and them we went to dinner at this farm that was used for a confederate hospitol..the food sucked there..but it doesn't matter..then we went to the All Star Complex!! awesome!! SHAGGEY!! haha amritha..he was madd hot..he kind looked like spongebob..=/..but w.e he was nicer!! lol..all i did there was go on the go-carts!! madd fun!! i cut off linus sooooo much it was sooooooo funny!! lets jus say i killed him..haha brittney!! then we went back to the hotel and then the scariest thing happened..ehem..tania got asked out and she sed yes and we were celebrating and then caorlyn got up and went to the bathroom and she called in caitlin and we followed..it ended up that tanias knee went right into carolyns temple and she had a mini concusion!! omg i cried soo hard!! thanks so much bailey, lanea, amritha, and cynthia for being there for us!! then we feel asleep at about 1:00..then we woke up at 4:00..nice sleep right?? lol..
Day 4: on the ride home
there was nothing special about the ride home..i fell asleep for about 2 hours and then woke up and sed that i wasn't going to fall asleep again until i finish my packet. then we stopped at a mall and i hung out with lena and eva!! soo much fun girlies!! we got something to eat and then we went to shop! lena and i found these pair of pants that fit us soooo good but we didn't have enough money..it was only $19!! so cheap!! eva was looking for a grad. dress but we ran outta time and we had to go back to our buses. then i went on the bus and finished my packet..by then i wasn't tired at all so i didn't fall asleep..then we got home at about 4:42..earlier than expected..
Day 4: at home
my phone was aff the hooks..we were planning to go to the DANCE!! soooo much fun ladies..katie hoff and lena..best dancing partners ever!! haha corinne ur ganna have to teach me how to do those awesome moves..lol..and jason..wow can u say sugar high? lol wow fricken hyper!! brittney and Ej were priceless..lol wow..and jared..GET OVER HER!! THERE ARE SOO MANY GOOD PPL THAT LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW..ahem ahem..=x..wow i had fun..next one is in September tho..=(..but ohh well..
well comment if u wanna..remember..
CAN I HEAR A WOOT WOOT?? ...:::...
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yeah so im rly bored today..i have to start getting ready for Gettysburg but i don't feel like it..i rly don't feel like doing nething..i mean im bored as hell!! i want people to come over so they can wake me up!! anyone wanna?? jus call me!!
i guess im never that girl who get to be held by that boy..
i guess im never that girl who gets to experience love..
im just not that girl who has the looks or deserve him..
im just not that girl :(
ugh i wish someone could just like me..i can't stand it..ive waited for soo long!! im not one of those who hide my feelings and when i like someone i tell them only bcuz if i don't then they'll never kno..but everytime i do it never works out but do u think i care?? im stronge..i can handle it..guys think girls are weak but girls like me can deal with anything..ive been thro a lot of shit with "Bob" and now things are ok for now..but i jus wish it cud have been..iw ant my first kiss so bad but i want to b unexpected..one that u'll never kno its coming and with someone you rly like..everyone i kno has had their first kiss and then they ask me and im the only one who hasn't =( its embarrassing and when i get dared to kiss someone i don't want to bcuz it wud b my first kiss and i don't want to ruin it..so if u like me jus tell me..wut is the use of jus hiding it..i might like you but i might not but to get it out u will feel soo0oo much better..yeahh so jus comment if u feel like it!!
<33 Always,
Me
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ok well today i went to CAnobie Lake Park and the beginning kinda sucked and then it got SOOOOOOOO GOOD!! omg spongebob is awesome..i love that kid soooooooo much like you don't even kno (sorry steph i liike him A LOT..lol)!! i had soo much fun today!! like we went on a lot of rides and we had a good time..and i jus found out that spongebob kinda likes me!! ahh yess..but now i have to make him REALLY like me..!! :)yeah well i guess there isn't anything i can do about it..i just have to let it happen..omg he helped me calm down on the Corkscrew..he sat next to me and he was making me laugh..it made me feel soo much better..spongebob let me get over "Bob" and made me realize that i do like someone else..ughh if only he knew!! but yeahh..
GETTYSBURG: 4 DAYS!!!! OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOMG!!! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!! KATIE HOFFY!! WE HAVE TO TALK AND CHILL BABE!! SPONEBOB: WE HAVE TO HANG OUT TOO..TO GET "CLOSER"..LOL!! TANIA..CAITLIN..AND CAROLYN..OMGOMGOMG PARTAAAAAAYYYYYY!! HAHA WE R GANNA HAVE SOOOOOOO MUUCH FUNNNNNN!!!!! AHHHHH HAHAHAHAH!!
yeah im done lol..well i guess i'll go i have people who want to talk to me on AIM and they are getting annoying so im ganna go!! luv ya!
<3 AlwaySz,
Meliss (haha ilu Spongebob!)
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AHHHHHHHHHH IM SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!! tomorrow im going to the GEF and then Canobie Lake PArk!! ahh yes..and Brenden thinks hes ganna make me puke..haha i bet he will..NOT..haha well yeah im ganna have soooooo much fun!! im making corinne go on the Star Blaster..ahh best ride..and then there is the Yankee Cannonball..haha love it! yeah soo then there is Gettysburg!!!!!!!! We are ganna b gone ALL next week!! ahhhhhhhhhh yesssss!! and as Brenden says.."GETTYSBURG GETTYSBURG GETTYSBURG!!!" while shaking me..niiiiiiiiceeeeee..lol!! haha wow we are ganna have so much fun..ive been looking foward to this alllllll yearrr!! ohh yeahh!! haha im like rly hyper right now if u can't tell!! i want tomorrow to come like RIGHT NOW!!! haha!!
Rebecca..im rly sorry plz forgive me..if not then i understand..i made this a bigger deal than it is..and i sed some things that i didn't mean to say..
ugh some ppl annoy me soooo much..like when someone starts going out with someone they just like CHANGE!! ehhhmmm haha steph..but yeah..they act like all miss mature and ohh look at me n stuff..ahhhhhhhhhh it gets rly annoying!! like serioously get a breath mint!! (haha steph!!)..lol yeah but seriously..when u go out with someone ur supposed to b the same person!! but w.e.
Scott!!! omg im rly sorry..im glad to have you back!! yeah Tristan im sorry too..i was just rly upset that i kinda jus sed stuff that i shouldn't have..and i guess i understand if ur mad at me still..i jus wanna say i love you guys sooo much and i can't loose you..Scott ive gotten in more fights with you this year than anyone else and there is only a couple more weeks left in school and im not ganna c u next year so we need to hang out..DEAL?? i hope so..yeah well thats all i have to say with this situaltion.
aiight im ganna go..im listening to some music so im ganna go..pCe..haha i love how im white..lol!! :) aiight bye bye
<33 AlwaySz,
Mellie Bellie Jelly Bean (gawd ilu christin!!!!!)
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I LIKE WICKED!!!!!! OMFG IS IT THAT BAD THAT U GUYS HAVE TO MAKE A BIG DEAL OUTTA IT?!?!!?!? seriously some ppl need to get a life..ppl these days can't except the fact that someone likes the same thing as you. Im allowed to like whatever i want and no one can change that..by posting a little "poser" note wont change anything..im sorry you guys feel that way but jus GET OVER IT because its not ganna do you any good..christin and i have EVERY right to like wicked..the same rights as you..jus bcuz u liked it b4 us doesn't mean we can't like it so FUCK YOU and seriously GET A LIFE!! im so sick of all this shit going on..ppl need to get a grip of reality and learn that no one stays the same and u have to share..REBECCA AND EVERYONE ELSE..YOU DON'T FUCKING "OWN" WICKED SO LAY OFF!!!!! ugh it jus makes me confused when ppl don't like me yet they get all conserned on what i like..hmmm? wow w.e. it rly doesn't matter anymore..go ahead comment if u want but it still wont solve ANYTHING!! yeahh..
KATIE HOFFMAN..I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH..I WILL BE HERE WHENEVER YOU NEED ME!! WE ARE GOING THRO THE SAME GUY PROBS SO IF ANYTHING HAPPENS GIVE ME A RING :) LOL WE HAVE TO HANG OUT DEFF AFTER GETTYSBURG!! HAHA ILU SOOOOO MUCH!!
Christin (my wife)..ilusgdm (i love you so god damn much..lol) you are ALWAYS here for me no matter what..have you realized that we can NEVER b mad at each other for more than like a minute? haha and how we went to the library yesterday..wow we're such nerds..and writing the "book title" in the search on the computer..haha that was funny i like walked away from you..AND "corinnes peter" lol and umm yeah ill stop there lol..but yeah and we saw BEARD!! except he didn't have a beard this time :-/..haha well we will ALWAYS b married for life..haha ily!!!
yeah well i jus got back from prozdor so i have to start homework..leave on for me and ill write back :)..luv ya lots!
<33 AlwaySz,
Mellie Bellie Jelly Bean!! (haha christin) OHH and our Loathing dance..
P R I C L E S S ..hahaha..
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have you ever liked someone that didn't kno u existed? Well..i have except they knew i exsited..they jus didn't act it. I miss him soo much..hes not the same person any more..i want him to go abck to his old self!! we used to have so much fun at the mall and even in skewl..but i guess he has changed..i heard the only reason he is getting all these girlfriends is bcuz he wants BJs..i don't want to believe that. Maybe thats y he broke up with me..bcuz he THOUGHT he wouldn't get anything outta me..:(. ughhh..i guess im jus not that girll..im never going to be anyones girl. I wish guys would jus go up to you and tell you they like them..u never know..they might like you back..but everytime i do it..it never turns out the way i want it..i guess im jus not good enough or maybe i juis don' deserve a guys..:( im soooo jelous of my friends bcuz they are sooooo much prettier than me and they get all these guys..ughhh i wish i had a boyfiend..blahhhhhh..
well im ganna eat dinner..i might b having a sleep over with CHRISTIN!! yay!!! then we are going to the LIBRARY tomorrow..lol yay..we r nerds wut can i say..lol!! then im going to my friends BDAY PARTY..HOT TUB HERE I COME!!! hhahaha!! well i guess u can comment..ttyl..
<3 Always,
Melissa
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STEPHANIE'S BDAY IS THIS THURSDAY SOOO DON'T FORGET TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE..GOOD TIMES IN ART..HAHA..wow..hmmm wut should i get her..im ganna make her a card for hurs. but for her party..hmm..i have no idea..ahhhhh no..l0l nvm..
ne ways..i think ive given up on life:
hands touch
eyes meet
sudden silence
sudden heat
hearts leap in a giddy world
he could b that boy
*but im not that girl * :(
^^christin..:( haha!!
wow i can't believe christin is going to see wicked!! im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo jelous!! ahhhhhhhhhhh i wanna go like now..i jus found out that the book is nothing like the play..greeeeeeaaaaaat..i just bought the book so i could find out more information on Wicked..lol wow im cool..i only got to the part where Elphaba is born and everyone wants to kill her because she is green..yeah well im not ganna give it away so im ganna shut up..but yeahhhhh..
it was so funny..while i was waiting for my bus today after school..John came up to me and hugged me and we were talking and Mr. Fredrickson was like "hey boyfriend and girlfriend!" and i didn't kno he was talking to us so i didn't turn around and everyone was like.."hes talking to you" so i turned around and i was like "who me?" and hes like "yeah when are you going to kiss?!?!" and i was like "we're not going out..!!" lol thats was one of the highlights of my day..
the other highlight was Byron and James fight in Math..im not ganna spread things so im not ganna talk about it but im jus saying..it was the best ever..
To James: if u ever see this..:: BYRON NEEDS TO BE BEATEN UP!! OMG THAT KID IS HATED BY ALMOST EVERY GIRL ON OUR TEAM!! HES SUCK AN ASSS!!!
yeah well i have to go im ganna go read Wicked..pCe!
<3 AlwaySz,
Melissa Lipkind
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gettysburg is coming up soon!! i can't wait!! remember:
April 31-
go to school at 6:15..bus leaves at 7:15
June 3-
getting back around 5:30ish..but we will be calling our parents to tell them the approx. time.
yeah so anyways..i ahve no idea who to like any more..scott doesn't like me..jared said he wasn't looking for a girlfriend and i have no chance with everyone else :( it makes me very sad!!
What is this feeling..::
Christin: my dearest darlingest momsie and popcicle.
Melissa: my dear father
Both: theres been some confusion over rooming here a shiz.
Melissa: but of course ill care for Nessa.
Christin: but of cousre i will rise above it
both: for i kno thats how you'de want me to respond. yes. theres been some confusion for u see my roomate is.
Christin: unusually exedingluy peculiar all together quite impossible to describe
Melissa: BLONDE
(music)
Christin: what is this feeling so sudden and new
Melissa: i felt the momment i laid eyes on you
Christin: my pulse is rushing
Melissa: my head is realing
Christin: my face is flushing
both: what is this feeling? fervid as a flame. does it have a name? yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh ahhhhhhhhh (harmony)loathing..unadulturated loathing
Christin: for your face
Melissa: your voice
Christin: you clothing
both: lets jus say (harmony>>) i loath it all! every little train hawever small makes my very flesh begin to crawl with simple uter loathing theres a strange exileration in such total detestation its so pure so (hamony >>) strong..tho i do admit it came on fast still i do believe that it can last with simple uter loathing loathing you mu whoooooooooollle liiiiiiiiiiife long.
(chorus of ppl start to sing)
Christin: well these things are sent to try usssss.
(chorus sings again)
Both: wut is this feeling so sudden and new..i felt the moment i laid eyes on you..my pulse is rushing..my head is ready..oh wut is this feeling..does it have a name..yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..loathing theres a strange exilaration..in such total detestation..its so pure so stroooooooooonge..though i do admit i came on fast..still i do believe it came on fast..and i will be loathing for forever loathing truly deeply loathing you..my whole life loooooooooooooonnnng..
Melissa: Boo!
Christin: AH!
haha ilu christin.we have to record ourselves sing it!! haha we can go on broadway!! ohhh yeah..i was a lil bored..can u tell..?? lol
leave a comment if u wanna! then
<3 AlwaySz,
Mellie Bellie Jelly Bean!! (haha christin)!!
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